I often feel like I'm in a wave
pool. Not a mud pool with yucky, dirty sin overwhelming me but nice,
clean parenting, work, homeschooling, housekeeping, ministry, friends, family,
LIFE! coming as wave after wave after wave. I can swim just fine, but..it
sure would be nice to just rest in a calm pool. God doesn't see fit to move me right
now, though, apparently. So here I stay and try to praise God in the
waves.
Brianne and I went to Adventure
Island Friday and I wanted to see if God would have anything to say to me in an
actual wave pool. The first time I walked into it I heard, "Just go
with it." Just go with the waves and don't try to fight them.
I remembered part of a passage of scripture, "the unforced rhythms
of grace." It's Matthew 11:28-30 in The Message. "Are
you tired? Worn out? Burned out on religion? Come to me. Get away with me and
you'll recover your life. I'll show you how to take a real rest. Walk with me
and work with me—watch how I do it. Learn the unforced rhythms of grace. I
won't lay anything heavy or ill-fitting on you. Keep company with me and you'll
learn to live freely and lightly."
Friday was a liquid day and I'd had a smoothie before we left the house and
had more of it on the way over. I planned to eat a regular meal at
Adventure Island then smoothie after we got home and the rest of the day.
Of course, I would listen to my body and if I needed more solid food than that
one meal since it would be such a physical day, I would have more. My
smoothie consisted of two bananas, milk, cinnamon, a few grapes, and an
apple. The second thing I heard in the waves was, "Don't attempt
this on just the milk of the Word." In other words, don't attempt to
be in the thick of the waves of life nourished on only easy-to-swallow
liquids. I could stay in only a few minutes the first time then had to
get out and get some solid nourishment in me. You can't expect to handle
big waves unless you've first chewed on something substantial and allowed it to
permeate and do its job.
Those are the lessons I learned in a wave pool.